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The Kind That Hurts The Most  

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All In Your Head

There's a knock at the door but nobody is there  Maybe there was, but I don't really care  Inspiration lost, it left along with you  Sitting here alone and I don't know what to do   
Voices, voices, voices in my head  Choices, choices, choices, words never said  Noises, noises, noises in my head  Voices, voices, voices, left for dead   
Staring at this bottle that your name is written on  Drink a glass of water and take another one  Swallow down the bitter taste, longing for the past  Wonder if they'll notice that you're the one that's gone at last   
Voices, voices, v

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DrowningA haunting inside a blissful sin  Speak not of withered hearts within  Bitter and twisted revenge is found  Gag in place, make no sound  Deep inside plagued with nightmare screams  Nothing shall ever be what it seems  Putrid lies in an endless night  Watch the pyre burning bright  They will watch and witness this slaughter  As they throw me into the deep cold water   
Fighting and struggling, no way to escape  No-one can help, for me it's too late  The cold darkness washes over me  Gasping for air, count 1, 2, 3  My body goes numb, cannot feel a thing  It's all ab Drowning
in Ballad on 10/15/04
Soul DespairNo pain as blood flows from the vein  Serated edge, bleed over again  No sensation, cut to the bone  Eyes shall see that I'm not alone  Cut out the pain, cut out flesh, cut out me  Razor-sharp saviour to my sanity  No hopes or dreams, I drown in despair  Keep shredding the flesh to feel the soul tear   
 
:devbleachblondevamp:  :devperfectlittledream: Soul Despair
in Song on 10/15/04
RavensTearTragic and wilting like a bleeding red rose  Into the night like the cold air that blows  Haunted forever and trapped deep inside  Plagued by these feelings, nowhere left to hide  Heart-break in pieces, forgotten sweet child  Her heart has been rent, disfigured, defiled  Into the darkness, a dark cloud of sorrow  Deviate from this path she is cursed to follow  Singing sweet words for no one to hear  Cursed forever, this sweet :devRavensTear: RavensTear
in Ballad on 10/4/04
HomeCold fresh dirt, a wonderful place to dwell  When I come here I am under a spell  This place is so cruel to the mourners who weep  For me it's the only place I can sleep   
Trees sway so mournful  Leaves fall to the ground  Surrounded by this death so peaceful  I cannot make a sound   
Dark, foreboding, a sweet smell of death  Peaceful and serene, I draw in a deep breath  Musty and dank, yet I feel so at ease  Beautifully silent, only the rustle of the trees   
Trees sway so mournful  Leaves fall to the ground  Surrounded by this death so peaceful  I can Home
in Song on 9/27/04
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Fragments of HumanityWhere do I run to  When all my dreams are  
Chasing me  But I cannot turn around  And face them  All I see are the horrors  In front of me  My reflection  Obese and withering  Drunk on my insanity  All I can do  Is shatter my image  Slice myself on  Fragements of Humanity  Wait for my sorrow  To bleed  Empty myself on the stones  Hope I become  Reborn. Fragments of Humanity
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Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 23, 2004, 8:44 AM



23rd October
I am removing my cats from this page. I have just opened another DA account just for my cat photos, all others of Raven and Neil will stay here on this account. Don't feel that you have to watch me but if you want to head over to ~BitterXSweetXAngel and click that wonderful button that says DevWatch :)

1st October
Another new month and in my opinion, one of the best. This month sees my husband's Birthday on the 16th and also Samhain at the end of the month. I would love to do some kind of calibration with somebody as a present for my husband, anybody have any ideas or would like to dedicate something to him on his birthday, I am sure he would be pleased.

3000 page views
- if anyone can capture my 3000th page view for me and send it to me via email, I'll write a song about you :)


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  • Mood: bored and depressed
  • Listening to: Slipknot - Vermillion
  • Reading: Frank Herbert - Dune - Chapterhouse
  • Watching: None - Charmed on the TV

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 24
  • Current Residence: Liverpool, England, UK
  • Interests: Poetry/songs, Music (metal), bass guitar
  • Favourite movie: Aliens and Frailty
  • Favourite band or musician: Type O Negative, Nine Inch Nails, Paradise Lost, Rammstein, White (and Rob) Zombie
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal
  • Favourite artist: bleachblondevamp
  • Favourite poet or writer: Charliemay, skinnylittleschizo
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: MediaPlayer
  • Wallpaper of choice: Peter Steele
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy (all of them)
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Orko,
  • Personal Quote: "forgive her, for she knows not what she does"
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, pen, paper, keyboard

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!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:00:21 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~stormfrog:iconstormfrog: Jul 26, 2007, 7:45:45 PM Mood: Love
Hi Jay!

I didnt know you had a page here as well... but now I do! Hope all is well.

I really like "All in your Head"... it gives me a Cat in the Hat + Bjork kinda feeling. Odd emotions are usually the best one.

Yubb yubb , my friend :)
*makibird:iconmakibird: Jul 23, 2007, 10:33:36 AM Mood: Love
..and I realise it was a watch not a fave. Bah, that's autopilot for you. Thanks anyway dear

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`devildoll:icondevildoll: May 16, 2007, 11:55:30 PM Mood: Love
Today Is DEVfriend Day.
Send This To All Your DEVFriends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

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:bulletpurple: My Stock Account :pointr: ~AshenSorrow
:bulletpurple: My Hubbys Account :pointr: =silentfuneral
:bulletpurple: My Daughters Account :pointr: ~MisssBarbie

:star: "Death is the Graduation of the Soul" :star:
`devildoll:icondevildoll: Oct 31, 2005, 12:29:12 AM
:tombstone: :pumpkin: Happy Halloween! :pumpkin: :tombstone:

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:bulletpurple: My Stock Account :pointr: ~AshenSorrow
:bulletpurple: My Hubbys Account :pointr: =silentfuneral
:bulletpurple: My Daughters Account :pointr: ~MisssBarbie

:star: "Death is the Graduation of the Soul" :star:
~skinnylittleschizo:iconskinnylittleschizo: Jun 22, 2005, 6:39:37 AM
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TAG UR IT! THIS IS A SEXYY TRAIN IF U RECIEVE THIS IT MEANS
UR FREAKIN SEXY.... IF U GET THIS BACK UR EVEN
SEXIERR...SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE....IF U WANT..

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:dygel: :blackice: "We can't stop here, This is bat country!" :liquify: :nieman:
~QiBossa:iconQiBossa: Apr 12, 2005, 3:32:39 AM
Oh look, another TON-fan, I'm gonna keep my eye on you!

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"In his head was no candy or prices, just a few bugs of various sizes"
Tim Burton
~skinnylittleschizo:iconskinnylittleschizo: Mar 17, 2005, 8:45:44 PM
:hug:Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
-P.S. Hey! try some random ppl to Spread more teh DA love around!

:peace::)
~charlie

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:dygel: :blackice: "We can't stop here, This is bat country!" :liquify: :nieman:
~Destructionist:iconDestructionist: Feb 8, 2005, 10:17:32 PM
I'd like to see you expand your style a bit.... Interesting gallery though.

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Co-Founder and Admin of the very best at ~The-Art-of-Terragen

"'There are no atheists in foxholes' isn't an argument against atheism, it's an argument against foxholes." - James Morrow
`devildoll:icondevildoll: Dec 23, 2004, 9:08:48 PM
Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays !!!


:star: :snowflake: :holly: :rudolph: :santa: :xmas: :rose: :teddy: :alienxmas:

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:bulletpurple: My Stock Account :pointr: ~AshenSorrow
:bulletpurple: My Hubbys Account :pointr: =silentfuneral
:bulletpurple: My Daughters Account :pointr: ~MisssBarbie

:star: "Death is the Graduation of the Soul" :star:
~perfectlittledream:iconperfectlittledream: Nov 27, 2004, 10:13:11 AM
Thank you all for wishing me happy birthday :) My journal seems to have gone walkies so I can't edit it at the moment. sorry I've been away a lot lately, lots of things on my mind....need to clear my head a bit.

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Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken!

Erotic = Using feathers
Kinky = Using the whole chicken
~TwistedLittleStar:iconTwistedLittleStar: Nov 24, 2004, 3:31:10 PM
happy birthday! hope it's a good one!!

:cake: :dance: :cake:

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i was running in circles,
i hurt myself
just to find my purpose.
everything was so worthless,
i didn't deserve this,
but to me you were perfect.
~skinnylittleschizo:iconskinnylittleschizo: Nov 23, 2004, 11:23:16 PM
where are you sweety?:( hope all is well...haven't heard from you in a while:worry:
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:glomp: I'll be mentioning you and ~nalster73 in my journal:p
take care,

:peace::)
~charlie

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:weed: MyStock+Photography:weed:

:dygel: :blackice: "We can't stop here, This is bat country!" :liquify: :nieman:
~BarbwireDoll:iconBarbwireDoll: Nov 18, 2004, 12:51:11 PM
You are worth a watch my dear! :)

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"I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful."

Marilyn Monroe
`demonlight:icondemonlight: Nov 8, 2004, 10:10:48 AM
'Ello. I classify you as a literary deviant. As such, you qualify for a watch, as long as you respond. I am trying to round up as many writers as possible, because we simply don't get enough recognition. So we will have to give each other recognition instead. So if you comment me, I'll do the same for you. I make it a matter of pride to leave in depth critiques, and value my DevFriends.

What do you think?

(please note that I am away this week - so it might be a little while before I get back to you)

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Deconstructuralist.
~skinnylittleschizo:iconskinnylittleschizo: Nov 6, 2004, 6:28:31 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: :hug:

:peace:)
~charlie

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:dygel: :blackice: "We can't stop here, This is bat country!" :liquify: :nieman:
~shadowvampire:iconshadowvampire: Oct 24, 2004, 11:07:55 PM
thanks for the :+fav: and comment :)

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An ordinary guy with a sick mind
~perfectlittledream:iconperfectlittledream: Oct 15, 2004, 4:03:51 AM
wow, I though 6 was a lot of cats :)

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Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken!

Erotic = Using feathers
Kinky = Using the whole chicken
~xst0nexc0ldx:iconxst0nexc0ldx: Oct 14, 2004, 1:46:31 PM
CATS FUCKING RULE!! i have 13 of them:) great poetry by the way. ill keep an eye on you... lol

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~nalster73:iconnalster73: Oct 1, 2004, 8:24:42 PM
ok... ill apologise to him ========> :P

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Some men see things as they are and say why?... I dream of things that never were and say why not?
~perfectlittledream:iconperfectlittledream: Oct 1, 2004, 11:36:28 AM
oh honey, don't appologise to me, I don't mind if you read my work or not :)

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Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken!

Erotic = Using feathers
Kinky = Using the whole chicken
~nalster73:iconnalster73: Oct 1, 2004, 6:50:30 AM
wow its been ages since i have had any communication between you or your work :( i miss em both :P

well yeah i've been totally busy with life to even thinks about anything creative... i dont know when ill ever be active again at DA but till then sorry for not reading your work :(

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Some men see things as they are and say why?... I dream of things that never were and say why not?
~RavensTear:iconRavensTear: Sep 17, 2004, 1:04:11 PM
Kk i am watching you....you got awesome works in your gallery....

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"Seduce my mind and you can have my body,
Find my soul and I'm yours forever."
~ by Anonymous ~
As i look through the lock on the chains around my soul i see tears are just the souls way of bleeding-me

Bitter the secret Furie
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