You're so good at being so bad
Makes me miss things I never knew I had
Ropes of woven words to keep me tied
As you take my innocents for a ride
Never thought that it could be so fun
To watch my whole world come undone
But I have to hold you close to me
Because you have a way, a way of stealing the oxygen makes me be.
And it is...
Oh so overwhelming
It's freighting
The way you do
The way you do
The way you fall into me
Crash into the lips
Oh so overwhelming
Tongue tied and counting
Barely pronouncing the syllables of your name
And denouncing any that feel the same
Swimming through your veins
I'm crashing again
I wish I had it all,
Wish I could be like you,
I wish everyone would admire
Every little thing I do
When you walk into a room,
Every head turns your way
But when I even try to speak,
No one hears a word I say
I'm off in the corner
Sitting by myself
Just a worthless tattered doll
Left on a dusty shelf
I'm only here
To make you look good
And I'd break your pretty face
If I could
Your perfect body,
Your long blonde hair,
The life you live,
Its isn't fair
Your tiny waist
And your DD's
I'm right infront of him
But you're all he sees
Your long legs, blue eyes,
And your perfect smile
When I think of you
The feeling's vil
It's too bad it had to end this way
I still think about you everyday
But it took me this long
To find I was wrong
And it hurts to say
I'm better off this way
-ashley carver