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Drowning by perfectlittledream, literature

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Drowning

A haunting inside a blissful sin Speak not of withered hearts within Bitter and twisted revenge is found Gag in place, make no sound Deep inside plagued with nightmare screams Nothing shall ever be what it seems Putrid lies in an endless night Watch the pyre burning bright They will watch and witness this slaughter As they throw me into the deep cold water Fighting and struggling, no way to escape No-one can help, for me it's too late The cold darkness washes over me Gasping for air, count 1, 2, 3 My body goes numb, cannot feel a thing It's all above me now as I start to sink All of these people, they all stand and stare They

Soul Despair by perfectlittledream, literature

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Soul Despair

No pain as blood flows from the vein Serated edge, bleed over again No sensation, cut to the bone Eyes shall see that I'm not alone Cut out the pain, cut out flesh, cut out me Razor-sharp saviour to my sanity No hopes or dreams, I drown in despair Keep shredding the flesh to feel the soul tear bleachblondevamp (https://www.deviantart.com/bleachblondevamp) perfectlittledream (https://www.deviantart.com/perfectlittledream)

RavensTear by perfectlittledream, literature

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RavensTear

Tragic and wilting like a bleeding red rose Into the night like the cold air that blows Haunted forever and trapped deep inside Plagued by these feelings, nowhere left to hide Heart-break in pieces, forgotten sweet child Her heart has been rent, disfigured, defiled Into the darkness, a dark cloud of sorrow Deviate from this path she is cursed to follow Singing sweet words for no one to hear Cursed forever, this sweet RavensTear (https://www.deviantart.com/ravenstear)

Home by perfectlittledream, literature

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Home

Cold fresh dirt, a wonderful place to dwell When I come here I am under a spell This place is so cruel to the mourners who weep For me it's the only place I can sleep Trees sway so mournful Leaves fall to the ground Surrounded by this death so peaceful I cannot make a sound Dark, foreboding, a sweet smell of death Peaceful and serene, I draw in a deep breath Musty and dank, yet I feel so at ease Beautifully silent, only the rustle of the trees Trees sway so mournful Leaves fall to the ground Surrounded by this death so peaceful I cannot make a sound Stone marble slabs, so beautifully in place A morbid smile on a stone Angel's

Shameful Sins by perfectlittledream, literature

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Shameful Sins

Pain Dissapates over time Take the drugs, drink the wine In the end it all goes away Can I live to see another day? Probing fingers deep in my head Transpires from the lies you fed Into my heart, into my brain Wash away the sin with shame Pain Dissapates over time Take the drugs, drink the wine In the end it all goes away Can I live to see another day? Push the knife into my heart Fingers reach in and tear it apart A silent scream from deep with in The shame I feel becomes my sin Pain Dissapates over time Take the drugs, drink the wine In the end it all goes away Can I live to see another day?

Grave by perfectlittledream, literature

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Grave

Wish I was alone Sit upon this throne The painful crown I wear My blank and vacant stare The dark cloud of night Absent of my sight Welcome the living hell The only place I dwell Blood spilt from the vein Quickly gone again Empty hollow hole That was once my soul Nothing left to hide Ripped from deep inside Ugly broken scar Defaced from afar Rigid body, old Dragged in to the cold Open eyes I stare Never to be aware

No One by perfectlittledream, literature

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No One

No one left to care at all No one left to carry on No one left, everyone has gone No one left, I'm all alone Forever searching, still no way out Mind is broken, I scream and shout Nothing will ever be the same There's no one left and I'm to blame No one left to care at all No one left to carry on No one left, everyone has gone No one left, I'm all alone Drowning in this sea of lies I'm all alone, I realise Can't escape, this is my life Spread open wrists, a sharpened knife No one left to care at all No one left to carry on No one left, everyone has gone No one left, I'm all alone Trapped inside this lonely hell Bloody kne

Never-ending Dream by perfectlittledream, literature

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Never-ending Dream

I can't escape this feeling I feel as though I am dreaming But in this dream I'm screaming And I can't escape this feeling Trapped forever and losing control Sick of fighting to keep me whole I don't wanna break but I don't want to be Still the same, pathetic, still me Blade and blood, things that are real The only things that make me feel Things are good, things are fine All the things that are now mine I can't escape this feeling I feel as though I am dreaming But in this dream I'm screaming And I can't escape this feeling Holding on to a shattered dream No sound shall come as I scream Piece by piece I fall apart Ripped a

True Love by perfectlittledream, literature

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True Love

Roses you bring, I loved you so much A smile brought on from your gentle sweet touch But all that changed, love turned to disgrace Now the only affection is your fist in my face Blood drips, It's all I hear Black eye, bloody lip, you're having fun It's feeds your urge knowing the damage that you've done You beat me then fuck me but I don't want to play All I ever wanted was just to get away Blood drips, It's all I hear Save me from the one I fear Throw me away when you're done with me Clean away all the blood because you don't like to see Everyone says I'm so lucky, you're great Behind closed doors, All I feel is hate Blood dri

Reflection by perfectlittledream, literature

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Reflection

Through those eyes, what do you see? Someone else? a better person than me? Look into the mirror at who's staring back at you See your own eyes as they stare straight through Look at the person you've become A shallow creature, seams undone Look at it all with your narrow eyes And see a world that you despise You see the reflection and think you're better You see the reflection and think it's you You see the reflection and feel no pity At what you have put yourself through A single leaf blows through your mind A brief moment of clarity (but there's nothing left to find) Look at the people who worship you see all the people who

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Bliss - 08-06-03 by perfectlittledream, literature

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Bliss - 08-06-03

Everyday, things are the same Having to live with all the pain All the things I still can't touch Sometimes think life ain't worth that much Happiness is so dead to me So if I died would I be free Would all this pain just disappear Would my thoughts finally flow clear The clouds grow over me As the mist creeps over my sanity Now my abode, my misery My mind so closed, no one else can see In these four walls I feel my my shame But who else can I blame Don't know whats wrong, don't know whats right Everything is shrouded by night And still these things are all the same Still dying from all this pain All the things I'll never to

Fingers Of Shame by perfectlittledream, literature

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Fingers Of Shame

In this world so ultimately devine Icy dead fingers upon my spine Creeping into my every bone I now know I am not alone You are in me, my demise Broken now by your truthful lies Pick me apart and watch me crack Still your fingers on my back Pushing further until I fall Pulling and dragging, you watch me crawl Want to hide in a cold dark hole But now you found me and won't let go Until you I was alone and cold Now my head can't shake this hold How I want this, my misery Oh please cold death take your hold on me All those lies I know now are true Life is useless, I know what to do But still those fingers Pushing further until

Forever - 18-06-03 by perfectlittledream, literature

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Forever - 18-06-03

Just like nature, you look so pure Did you know that it was you that I adore Once there was so much pain for you, pain to endure No pain for you now, no not any more Your cold blue lips and grey tinted flesh Even now the sight still takes my breath I look into your eyes, a loving smile from you And with that smile now know you want me too Lying in my flat, free to do my will No more protesting, you lie there very still Before you didn't want me, didn't feel that way inside But I always knew I was gonna change your mind All these years we've been friends and you really didn't know That this is how it would happen, how our love wou

The Time Is Now by perfectlittledream, literature

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The Time Is Now

So this is what it comes down to Now that I have seen through you And now I know what you can do But look at what you've put me through So the pain is all I see Now I am no longer free No-one else I would wanna be But look I am no longer me The time is now, I must decide The time is now, No time to hide The time is now, I am denied The time is now , My soul has died So now my heart is desolate Burning my soul, is this fate Destroy my feeling, complicate But look all I can see is your hate So now it looks like you have won Too much damage has been done Once I though I'd found the one But look now at what you've become The t

Internal Pain by perfectlittledream, literature

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Internal Pain

Here I am, I feel so alone Words from you, so viciously thrown Emptiness is all I have felt Breeding with the pain, all I have left I cannot escape this hell I am in Forever I'm trying, But I'll never win You pushed me in deeper, Words that you say When will it stop, Please go away Is this real? To feel this way Is this real? The price I pay Is this real? I live this lie Is this real? To want to die Why do you hurt me more than I can say? Inflict the pain and then walk away? Leave me alone with the thought's in my head? The thoughts that you put there with all you have said? Here I am, alone once more Open wounds, bleeding an

S.A by perfectlittledream, literature

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S.A

I'm still here and you're not gone Emptiness still holds on strong Dark lord forgive this sordid waste I can't get rid of this sickening taste I know just what you do Take my life if you want to I feel your form take shape For I'm the mind that you rape You look down with delightment As you see through my benightment To thou, my tartarean twin Forgive me for thine sin The hurtful words you said Languid fever, aren't you dead My soul has lost all shape As I raise my lupine nape Confined in this wooden crate In this tenebrous celestial state I hunger my addiction For blood, a malediction Release me soul, die free For thine

Vampiric Overture by perfectlittledream, literature

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Vampiric Overture

Memories come often of thee And of sunrises I shalt never see Throughout the day I lie and weep And think of you and the momory I keep But then the sun sets and I arise And I must hunt the starlit skies I think of thee and I miss you so But for now my beloved, I must go For my nightly feed, my hunt for blood I search everywhere, you knew I would Then I'll find my consort with a soul so deep Then I think of you, I feel guilty and I weep So I shalt return to lay by your grave Mine heart is yours, forever your slave I fear during day, am feared by night As I pray for my goddess, hear my plight I offer and give my hecatomb for her

Hunger by perfectlittledream, literature

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Hunger

Live with it today Day after day And never turn away Here with me you'll always stay The pain I cause to you Never to undo My life reigns only true Pleasure is for pain to Your honesty speaks only lies Defied now by your eyes And now you realise I live only to despise Come I want to hate For you I now await For your death, your life I hate Now the mourn has come And bringing with it dawn Now we await the setting sun Wait 'till the day is done We await the night in stealth Forget in sickness and in health As you draw you final breath Don't be scared, it's only death.

Wait by perfectlittledream, literature

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Wait

Frozen deep, no way to turn Do not know what I've become Trapped inside this empty shell No need for life, I got my Hell Mind and soul, split in two I'm lost within, I can't find you I need you, I breathe you, I hate it, I fall Can't be who I am, Can't be me at all So here I am, I wait and wait I'm waiting in this pathetic state Waiting for you to come for me Waiting and waiting, come set me free Trapped inside, heart in stone can't escape, I'm all alone I've had enough, I can't take this Longing for a time of bliss My need for you so desperatly My need for you, my destiny I need you, I breathe you, I hate it, I fall Can't

Broken Heart, Broken Mind by perfectlittledream, literature

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Broken Heart, Broken Mind

Why did I think that I could win That this time I could be fulfilled from within Now all alone in this Hell that I'm in And i'm gonna go insane I can't take this pain, I just want out For my heart to be free of doubt My heart will break if I let this all out And i'm gonna go insane I'm gonna live in this insanity Pain is all there is for me I'm gonna die in my insanity And i'm never gonna be free Death is the only path to take All the others I did break Can't deal with this, my life is just fake And i'm gonna go insane Pain is all that I can see Clouding out what was once me Stealing all happy thought to be And i'm gonna go

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The Way You Do by dakkon, literature

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The Way You Do

You're so good at being so bad Makes me miss things I never knew I had Ropes of woven words to keep me tied As you take my innocents for a ride Never thought that it could be so fun To watch my whole world come undone But I have to hold you close to me Because you have a way, a way of stealing the oxygen makes me be. And it is... Oh so overwhelming It's freighting The way you do The way you do The way you fall into me Crash into the lips Oh so overwhelming Tongue tied and counting Barely pronouncing the syllables of your name And denouncing any that feel the same Swimming through your veins I'm crashing again

Jealousy by ash-interrupted, literature

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Jealousy

I wish I had it all, Wish I could be like you, I wish everyone would admire Every little thing I do When you walk into a room, Every head turns your way But when I even try to speak, No one hears a word I say I'm off in the corner Sitting by myself Just a worthless tattered doll Left on a dusty shelf I'm only here To make you look good And I'd break your pretty face If I could Your perfect body, Your long blonde hair, The life you live, Its isn't fair Your tiny waist And your DD's I'm right infront of him But you're all he sees Your long legs, blue eyes, And your perfect smile When I think of you The feeling's vil

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All In Your Head by perfectlittledream, literature

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All In Your Head

There's a knock at the door but nobody is there Maybe there was, but I don't really care Inspiration lost, it left along with you Sitting here alone and I don't know what to do Voices, voices, voices in my head Choices, choices, choices, words never said Noises, noises, noises in my head Voices, voices, voices, left for dead Staring at this bottle that your name is written on Drink a glass of water and take another one Swallow down the bitter taste, longing for the past Wonder if they'll notice that you're the one that's gone at last Voices, voices, voices in my head Choices, choices, choices, words never said Noises, noises, no

All In Your Head

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Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Liverpool, England, UK
Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: MediaPlayer
Wallpaper of choice: Peter Steele
Favourite cartoon character: Orko,
Personal Quote: "forgive her, for she knows not what she does"

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bleachblondevamp

Favourite Movies

Aliens and Frailty

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Type O Negative, Nine Inch Nails, Paradise Lost, Rammstein, White (and Rob) Zombie

Favourite Writers

Charliemay, skinnylittleschizo

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy (all of them)

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

pencil, pen, paper, keyboard

Other Interests

Poetry/songs, Music (metal), bass guitar

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perfectlittledream

Oct 23, 2004

Devious Journal Entry

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23rd October I am removing my cats from this page. I have just opened another DA account just for my cat photos, all others of Raven and Neil will stay here on this account. Don't feel that you have to watch me but if you want to head over to BitterXSweetXAngel (https://www.deviantart.com/bitterxsweetxangel) and click that wonderful button that says DevWatch :) 1st October Another new month and in my opinion, one of the best. This month sees my husband's Birthday on the 16th and also Samhain at the end of the month. I would love to do some kind of calibration with somebody as a present for my husband, anybody have any ideas or would like to dedicate something to him on his birthday

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perfectlittledream

Sep 24, 2004

Poetry and Songs

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*poetry and songs* :star:~Bliss~:star:~Fingers of Shame~:star:~Forever~:star:~The Time is Now~:star:~Internal Pain~:star:~S.A~:star:~Vampiric Overture~:star:~Hunger~:star:~Wait~:star:~Broken Heart, Broken Mind~:star:~Who Am I?~:star:~Mother~:star:~I Don't Care What You Think~:star:~Never Let Them~:star:~Never~:star:~Sick of it All~:star:~Crazy About You~:star:~Memories~:star:~Failure~:star:~t's Just One Of Those Things~:star:~My Addiction~:star:~All In Your Head~:star:~Break Me~:star:~Love In The Making~:star:~Vincent Valentine~:star:~Neil~:star:~Neil and Raven~:star:~What Is Wrong With Me?~:star:~I Am You~:star:~All Alone~:star:~If You Were

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perfectlittledream

Sep 21, 2004

Whichof my fav tv shows is best, and why?

6 votes

Buffy The Vampire Slayer

Charmed

Angel

Dead Like Me

Joan of Arcadia

Nip/Tuck

Everwood

Spaced

Green Wing

Red Dwarf

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Feb 23, 2010

Come join the group

since there is a difference between watching the group and joining. So if you wish to stay a member, please come to the page and click join. [link]

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stormfrog

Jul 27, 2007

Hi Jay!

I didnt know you had a page here as well... but now I do! Hope all is well.

I really like "All in your Head"... it gives me a Cat in the Hat + Bjork kinda feeling. Odd emotions are usually the best one.

Yubb yubb , my friend

Thanks for the fave

D'oh on me! I just realised who you are, pretty lady Jay

makibird

Jul 23, 2007

..and I realise it was a watch not a fave. Bah, that's autopilot for you. Thanks anyway dear

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May 17, 2007

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Oct 31, 2005

Happy Halloween!